I've a super cold and i feel ill, ill. Even Satomi is sick - we are a sick house today. Which leaves time to blog - yay for colds and sick days home from work!

Last week I was in dire need of spring so I went to Allen Gardens and they had spring in tulips and iris's and daffodils, and more that i can not spell or remember the names to. I thought I'd sit and write a letter but it's more of a wandering meandering place than for sitting.


These are our [Sue and I] favorite ladies up on Bloor. Often I can identify with both of them, usually it is with the one trying to comprehend an invisible barrier. At this moment I'm much closer to the one with the broken fingers. I feel broken, frustrated and mad. Life has been breaking me, fortunately I've still got a finger to stand on and it's spunky. So things are going to change, with attitude.




As well the beginning of lent was last week no alcohol for me, and I've added free writing to the equation in a step towards 'rending my heart'. I see allot of self editing and fear going on in my life. I hope this time of lent will draw me closer to God and in that find the freedom that I fight daily in frustration.

These were our last martini's for awhile - highlander's (it's all in the scotch wash). The setting was also good from the top of the Hyatt!

Sue and I are off the booze.